LOL.. the alvin said that horrr..
msn horrr
.. -.-
nvms.
Sth bout going on a msn fast.
okok
but what is a fast! ???
Zzz
okok lor,
whatever its called
gonna go on a
Msn, Blogger, Facebook, Youtube, Ebuddy fast:) since thats all the places i spend most time on. OMGOSH BLOGGER.... its gonna rot like hell sia!! wont see me for.. the no. of days in the counter to the side..
ZZZZZ
I FREAKING HATE OS..
wish me luck people:)
i'll be back
till then,
Love=)
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Friday, July 24, 2009
emofiedzx
Do you understand? Do you understand this wrath, this torment that fills my life? this distrust and this chain that i cannot break? Do You? Or is it just a burden!
哇老， 自动一点会死吗？？
别说你每次都会,
你不会的lor。
以为我不懂？:)
我不是笨的好吗。
我也是人。
人也有感觉.
您可以别着样当我是你的小玩具吗.
I am so sick of being treated like your toy.
Damn, , i feel like just ranting out everything thats in my mind right now. But who will listen to me? Who will, Just who will......
Tell me you'll break the lock that he has placed upon my heart. Reassure me, tell me you need me.
Because, because i am afraid.
Because, Because i dont trust your words.
And because, i need your reassurance yet again.
哇老， 自动一点会死吗？？
别说你每次都会,
你不会的lor。
以为我不懂？:)
我不是笨的好吗。
我也是人。
人也有感觉.
您可以别着样当我是你的小玩具吗.
I am so sick of being treated like your toy.
Damn, , i feel like just ranting out everything thats in my mind right now. But who will listen to me? Who will, Just who will......
Tell me you'll break the lock that he has placed upon my heart. Reassure me, tell me you need me.
Because, because i am afraid.
Because, Because i dont trust your words.
And because, i need your reassurance yet again.
Stuck at home! Zzz.
Arhhzx~~~
I like rain:)
And, I'm a relatively heavy sleeper~
So, when it rains, I can't wake up! =)
Zzzz. Thats what happened today! Zzz.
LOL.. its like 7.34 now! Too lazy to rush for school.
No mood to pon either.
Ooohh, THatTS OutTA TheE QuEESSTION YOUNG LADY! -.-
Hmm, Planned hao ler. (lol) Gonna go school at about 11, reach just in time for maths! HAHAS. Since all the periods before and after maths are a complete waste of time and energy. Lets see, Right now they're probably singing the national anthem, then gonna have Assembly, CFT (-.-), Double chinese, Literature. LOL, waste time periods. (dropped lit, and regretting it !!! )
Sians arh, today... Wanta go mug at library! any1 wanta pei wo? ^^ LOL. -.-
ZzZzZzZZzz. Sure hope I don't see anyone there uh, on second thought, rather be alone. -.- Don't have to act cute and entertain anione. :)
Zzz. I am feeling bitter today!. Ok la. better go do my sbqs. BYES.
(last words)
I am feeling
bitter,
remorseful,
tired,
weary,
confused,
afraid,
suspecting,
embarassed,
unbelief,
sleepy,
hatred.
And i am making myself feel:
happy, satisfied, content:)
Aka, im nt thinkin bout anythin:) ~ And thats why i think that great thinkers are unwise.
I like rain:)
And, I'm a relatively heavy sleeper~
So, when it rains, I can't wake up! =)
Zzzz. Thats what happened today! Zzz.
LOL.. its like 7.34 now! Too lazy to rush for school.
No mood to pon either.
Ooohh, THatTS OutTA TheE QuEESSTION YOUNG LADY! -.-
Hmm, Planned hao ler. (lol) Gonna go school at about 11, reach just in time for maths! HAHAS. Since all the periods before and after maths are a complete waste of time and energy. Lets see, Right now they're probably singing the national anthem, then gonna have Assembly, CFT (-.-), Double chinese, Literature. LOL, waste time periods. (dropped lit, and regretting it !!! )
Sians arh, today... Wanta go mug at library! any1 wanta pei wo? ^^ LOL. -.-
ZzZzZzZZzz. Sure hope I don't see anyone there uh, on second thought, rather be alone. -.- Don't have to act cute and entertain anione. :)
Zzz. I am feeling bitter today!. Ok la. better go do my sbqs. BYES.
(last words)
I am feeling
bitter,
remorseful,
tired,
weary,
confused,
afraid,
suspecting,
embarassed,
unbelief,
sleepy,
hatred.
And i am making myself feel:
happy, satisfied, content:)
Aka, im nt thinkin bout anythin:) ~ And thats why i think that great thinkers are unwise.
Monday, July 20, 2009
I hate hospitals.
Whoa, i went to NUH today. :)
That wasted 4 hours of my life:)
And whats worse is that, I went for a rly dumb reason!
That im not gonna mention!
AND THEY MADE ME WEAR A MASK
....
speechless-.-
arh, just thank GOD it wasnt anythin too serious:)
oh heck, what am i saying! thank God it wasnt serious at ALL. !
Omgosh, LOL, i think i v. bad today. At least badder then normal la. Hmm, if some of you guys saw/knw/whatever, my ma came to my sch tday asked fer my form teacher and stuff. Anddd... i got really pissed off so ended up shoutin at her in the general office or sth. Whoa, some misunderstanding la. Zzz. sorrie mummiezx. ANIWAE, she came at a gud time^^ was doing chemistry practical, then suddenly got a phone call sayin my ma came sch to fetch me. Whoa, frm the second i heard my name i was like "what the heck -.-" see the face-.- LOLs... Damn lame la, knew it wld happen. Aniwae yeah. Gud timing:) could get out of doing practical:) which i was messing up aniwae. I BROKE A TESTUBE.... Aniwae, whatever misunderstanding that occured was solved later on.. so, happyhappy:) dont like being mad at my parents-.- though i always am -.- ARH.. i wish i lived alone. . .
UH... uh.. Yeah, I AM IRRITATED! just reached home frm nuh. -.- LOL. Don't ask. Zzz, SO SAD..... Damn. Jealousy. Aiya whatever la. I'm goin with my gut feelin, so dont question it. :)(EEEE ...THAT SOUNDS SO GROSS...but aint that how its said? LOL.)
LOL. i'm predicting that.. im gonna be rly bz this week. Shucks. Cant wear contacts either. Shucks. Damn, why so many pples birthday in july!! ZZZZ!! BORN SO CLOSE TOGETHER FOR WHATTT!!! LOL... is there some special timing or lucky charm for the month or something! Zzz. ARH.. at least i can skip pe tmr:]
WAHAHAHAS
I HATE HOSPITALS.
THATS JUST IT.
(The medicine cost like 2 bucks and the fees cost 90 over. Oo")
Can you believe it.
LOL.
waste time, waste money! Zzz.
Oh yeah, i broke my old pair of specs. Tried supergluing it back-.- works quite well nw. LOL. I SLEPT IN MATHS. and took this photo too:) Sorrie mrs fung:) you teach gud=) WAHAHHAS:)
OMGOSH IM SO BIAN TAI. ...
That wasted 4 hours of my life:)
And whats worse is that, I went for a rly dumb reason!
That im not gonna mention!
AND THEY MADE ME WEAR A MASK
....
speechless-.-
arh, just thank GOD it wasnt anythin too serious:)
oh heck, what am i saying! thank God it wasnt serious at ALL. !
Omgosh, LOL, i think i v. bad today. At least badder then normal la. Hmm, if some of you guys saw/knw/whatever, my ma came to my sch tday asked fer my form teacher and stuff. Anddd... i got really pissed off so ended up shoutin at her in the general office or sth. Whoa, some misunderstanding la. Zzz. sorrie mummiezx. ANIWAE, she came at a gud time^^ was doing chemistry practical, then suddenly got a phone call sayin my ma came sch to fetch me. Whoa, frm the second i heard my name i was like "what the heck -.-" see the face-.- LOLs... Damn lame la, knew it wld happen. Aniwae yeah. Gud timing:) could get out of doing practical:) which i was messing up aniwae. I BROKE A TESTUBE.... Aniwae, whatever misunderstanding that occured was solved later on.. so, happyhappy:) dont like being mad at my parents-.- though i always am -.- ARH.. i wish i lived alone. . .
UH... uh.. Yeah, I AM IRRITATED! just reached home frm nuh. -.- LOL. Don't ask. Zzz, SO SAD..... Damn. Jealousy. Aiya whatever la. I'm goin with my gut feelin, so dont question it. :)(EEEE ...THAT SOUNDS SO GROSS...but aint that how its said? LOL.)
LOL. i'm predicting that.. im gonna be rly bz this week. Shucks. Cant wear contacts either. Shucks. Damn, why so many pples birthday in july!! ZZZZ!! BORN SO CLOSE TOGETHER FOR WHATTT!!! LOL... is there some special timing or lucky charm for the month or something! Zzz. ARH.. at least i can skip pe tmr:]
WAHAHAHAS
I HATE HOSPITALS.
THATS JUST IT.
(The medicine cost like 2 bucks and the fees cost 90 over. Oo")
Can you believe it.
LOL.
waste time, waste money! Zzz.
Oh yeah, i broke my old pair of specs. Tried supergluing it back-.- works quite well nw. LOL. I SLEPT IN MATHS. and took this photo too:) Sorrie mrs fung:) you teach gud=) WAHAHHAS:)
OMGOSH IM SO BIAN TAI. ...
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Bye, Msn:)
I can't control myself! So, had to ask alwin and alvin and bee to delete my msn:)
So, im MSN-LESS, YOUTUBELESS, EBUDDYLESS:) So, uh, anything just contact me via sms or tag here kay! :) (i know you dont read my blog:( that makes me saddddedd:( )
I FEEL(felt) SAD. . .HOWEVER, Today bee encouraged me during worship. :) Although I cant really remember what she said, (Sorry about that!) :) , I think it was something on the lines of "God loves me, God is my rewarder. Even though I am undeserving of his love, he still loves me. Give him your burden and take up his burden, for his burden is light and easy." (thats what i remembered, I'm referencing frm my book ~ apparently i wrote that in cg! hahaz:) )
Hahaz, really good timing man. I've been feeling rly down:( For some reason or other, i always feel inadequate and insufficient and worthless. Don't know why. Its the cca grades i think. -.- Zzz, idk why it bothers me so much. It shouldn't! Zzz. Ok. I am gonna make a choice, LET GOoo...
Oh Well, no point crying over spilt milk. In that case, why am i still crying? OOHHH.. come and take my tears away! :)
I'm gonna depend on you for everything! Because you are dependable! hahaz:)
Let Go of my old ways, let Go and let God. Hahaz. Today's message was "Moving from the old into the new. " Its so like, peihe my mood:) Hmm, gotta learn to A.S.K.(ask, seek, knock). :) HAHAS, lame analogy but yeah, bee mentioned tad in cg^^ HAHAHAS. Gotta do qt more too. Arhhzxxz, im lazy. :(
Arh, yea, enough bout today. Yesterday, went service then christina(baobeii)'s birthday party! then went to meet nigel after tad:)
Hahaz, OMGOSH LA, really super awkward. Her bdae arh, wa, i donno ANY1 THERE.. Then because ktv, whoa, all chinese songs all the way man, i stop and stare.....~ Can't read chinese uh.. hahas! Oh well, i think about 5 people got shocked when i spoke chinese. HAHAS, Olivia said that I can be the chinaman speakin in listenin compre la! LOL. I speak got so accented! ZZz. Aniwae, Happy birthday girl:) rly happy=) it was fun=)
HAHAS, and OMGOSH, i feel really bad, i shortchanged the taxi driver! THIS IS DUMB, i din know how to go liang court from clarke quay, so i walked abit, then decided to cab because i didn't want to be later then i already was! (got lost at clarke quay-.- ) Zzz, so i cabbed, the driver got a shock i spoke chinese (agn-.- ) then started complaining about the ERP-.- Hahaz, he made some lame analogy, sth like eat road pay or sth, cant rmb. LOL. BUT ZZZ LA.. When reached liang court, the fare was like 10++?? and i had only $3 in coins.. -.- SORRY UNCLE. but he was nice about it la, he said just give what i have can alr, and faster rush rush, because i got say i late le-.- ARH, SORRY UNCLE.
HAHAS.. met nigel aft tad, whoa, was scared miss last train sia. !! Wanted to take 195 back but seeing hw many stops there were.. arh, zZzZzZ. So walked super fast like some sbc la! Zzz. Aniwae, was fun la=) just chatted, whoa, walked ard my area like .. 7 times?! LOL :) Yeah...
Hahaz, summs it up:) Damn, arh, im scared! okok, wont be wont be. Depending on you and not myself:)
So, im MSN-LESS, YOUTUBELESS, EBUDDYLESS:) So, uh, anything just contact me via sms or tag here kay! :) (i know you dont read my blog:( that makes me saddddedd:( )
I FEEL(felt) SAD. . .HOWEVER, Today bee encouraged me during worship. :) Although I cant really remember what she said, (Sorry about that!) :) , I think it was something on the lines of "God loves me, God is my rewarder. Even though I am undeserving of his love, he still loves me. Give him your burden and take up his burden, for his burden is light and easy." (thats what i remembered, I'm referencing frm my book ~ apparently i wrote that in cg! hahaz:) )
Hahaz, really good timing man. I've been feeling rly down:( For some reason or other, i always feel inadequate and insufficient and worthless. Don't know why. Its the cca grades i think. -.- Zzz, idk why it bothers me so much. It shouldn't! Zzz. Ok. I am gonna make a choice, LET GOoo...
Oh Well, no point crying over spilt milk. In that case, why am i still crying? OOHHH.. come and take my tears away! :)
I'm gonna depend on you for everything! Because you are dependable! hahaz:)
Let Go of my old ways, let Go and let God. Hahaz. Today's message was "Moving from the old into the new. " Its so like, peihe my mood:) Hmm, gotta learn to A.S.K.(ask, seek, knock). :) HAHAS, lame analogy but yeah, bee mentioned tad in cg^^ HAHAHAS. Gotta do qt more too. Arhhzxxz, im lazy. :(
Arh, yea, enough bout today. Yesterday, went service then christina(baobeii)'s birthday party! then went to meet nigel after tad:)
Hahaz, OMGOSH LA, really super awkward. Her bdae arh, wa, i donno ANY1 THERE.. Then because ktv, whoa, all chinese songs all the way man, i stop and stare.....~ Can't read chinese uh.. hahas! Oh well, i think about 5 people got shocked when i spoke chinese. HAHAS, Olivia said that I can be the chinaman speakin in listenin compre la! LOL. I speak got so accented! ZZz. Aniwae, Happy birthday girl:) rly happy=) it was fun=)
HAHAS, and OMGOSH, i feel really bad, i shortchanged the taxi driver! THIS IS DUMB, i din know how to go liang court from clarke quay, so i walked abit, then decided to cab because i didn't want to be later then i already was! (got lost at clarke quay-.- ) Zzz, so i cabbed, the driver got a shock i spoke chinese (agn-.- ) then started complaining about the ERP-.- Hahaz, he made some lame analogy, sth like eat road pay or sth, cant rmb. LOL. BUT ZZZ LA.. When reached liang court, the fare was like 10++?? and i had only $3 in coins.. -.- SORRY UNCLE. but he was nice about it la, he said just give what i have can alr, and faster rush rush, because i got say i late le-.- ARH, SORRY UNCLE.
HAHAS.. met nigel aft tad, whoa, was scared miss last train sia. !! Wanted to take 195 back but seeing hw many stops there were.. arh, zZzZzZ. So walked super fast like some sbc la! Zzz. Aniwae, was fun la=) just chatted, whoa, walked ard my area like .. 7 times?! LOL :) Yeah...
Hahaz, summs it up:) Damn, arh, im scared! okok, wont be wont be. Depending on you and not myself:)
Friday, July 17, 2009
... i lost my specs.
Don't laugh, i tried.
:)
Yesterday, the grey skies had seemed daunting, and looming overhead, dark clouds birthed forth droplets of rain. First a drizzle, then a outright downpour, drenching anyone unfortunate enough to be walking beneath. We sat in our desks, eyes downcast. Some drew on the frosted window panes, others stared blankly into space with a stoic expression painted across their faces. When class started, even our literature teacher commented on the gloominess and weariness that the crashing rain brought with it. And how fitting it was that she taught poetry. The grey child, the dead child. She described to us the smell of death. Tiredness and weariness, stavation and poverty. Nothing is worse then a dead child. Whoa, what an unpleasant a subject topic to learn.
That day was like a harbinger of death.. (ahahahaa!! don's blog. -.- copyrighted! :P) The gloominess from the day before found its way into my emotions..(did i say that right?) Nothing seemed to go right laa. So many things that i wish to forget just had to happen. It was as if from morning to evening, everything that started had like just ended in confusion. Schoolwork was stressing me out. I use the word "was" because I won't let it bother me anymore in the future, to as much as I know how! Zzz. I wasted my week doing my art, just to get a lecture from my teacher that i didn't develop my ideas at all:/ It was a trainee teacher too. Whoa, my heart dropped man. :( Theres other things too but I won't mention. ^^)
Then again, people say that when life throws you lemons, make lemonade. Honestly, I don't know how to..Besides, lemonade is sour, aint it-.- I suppose it means making the best of your situation? I'm hoping and praying that God, you teach me how to bear it all . . !!! Zzz.
Arhs, so pekchek la, I still can't let go! It seems to be clinging on ever so tight, its like as if chains are binding me to this attitude of failure. I cant break them with my own strength. I can't let go. With you I can, but then again, will you help me? Oh man, even when im just daydreaming, these thoughts just find their way into my.. arh.. :(
Do you know the feeling, when things you want and know you can have, you can't allow yourself to have? Sacrifices, aint that what they're called? Sacrifices. Big word. Big meaning. me no likey. Zzz.
Damn, I can't take it, I'm going to break soon. Perhaps one day i'll be able to see my dad every single day. (to those who get this, keep ure mouths shut.)
Addicted to threedaysgrace rights nw^^
breakin benjamin too=)
wahahahahaz
Oh. I'm so sad! Christina saw a photo of me and _ _ _ _ _, and said she was abit disappointed in me.. Haiz, abit saded cus of that.. Said she din think i was the type to take this kinda photo.. Arh, saded. arh well , was taken long time ago aniwae la. Zzz, saded in myself.
Arh well. Went out wit Jessica, Joscelin(MEI NU!), Vc, Jeslyn, Rachel Png, Rozann, Wan Zhen, and way too many people that i cant remember! Zzz. Watched harry potter^^. It was so funny, because we ended school at 3 and the movie started at 3.30, so we rushed like mad cows-:] LOL, just followed them when they ran, and WHOA, we looked like a bunch of idiots sia! Zzz. Just picture, 4 girls in ij uniform, carrying like hw many bags, swinging frm side to side when they runnin, skirt flyin, hair messed up, sweat drippin, LOL. Arh, just take my word, it was dam laughable^^
LOL, ended up abit late to the movie aniwae. Was pretty good, but pretty pekchek in the end. Like wth! dumbledore died! Zzz, then they just ended with like the staring into the distance crap. -.-
SAD...
Arh heck. I hope daniel radcliffe dies so that the damned series cant continue! LOL, unless they can find such a lookalike?
Zzz.....Went out wit Tay and Kokseng and Nigel aft tad^^ Whoa, dam funny la! they all playin guitar like pros liddat, i like whoa, bo mian zi! So noob ler me. Zzz, saded. Wish got time to learn too :(
SOBBBBZZzz.. HAHHAHAHAS! =)
hao la. =)
bb:) (baobei)
see you later:)
:)
Yesterday, the grey skies had seemed daunting, and looming overhead, dark clouds birthed forth droplets of rain. First a drizzle, then a outright downpour, drenching anyone unfortunate enough to be walking beneath. We sat in our desks, eyes downcast. Some drew on the frosted window panes, others stared blankly into space with a stoic expression painted across their faces. When class started, even our literature teacher commented on the gloominess and weariness that the crashing rain brought with it. And how fitting it was that she taught poetry. The grey child, the dead child. She described to us the smell of death. Tiredness and weariness, stavation and poverty. Nothing is worse then a dead child. Whoa, what an unpleasant a subject topic to learn.
That day was like a harbinger of death.. (ahahahaa!! don's blog. -.- copyrighted! :P) The gloominess from the day before found its way into my emotions..(did i say that right?) Nothing seemed to go right laa. So many things that i wish to forget just had to happen. It was as if from morning to evening, everything that started had like just ended in confusion. Schoolwork was stressing me out. I use the word "was" because I won't let it bother me anymore in the future, to as much as I know how! Zzz. I wasted my week doing my art, just to get a lecture from my teacher that i didn't develop my ideas at all:/ It was a trainee teacher too. Whoa, my heart dropped man. :( Theres other things too but I won't mention. ^^)
Then again, people say that when life throws you lemons, make lemonade. Honestly, I don't know how to..Besides, lemonade is sour, aint it-.- I suppose it means making the best of your situation? I'm hoping and praying that God, you teach me how to bear it all . . !!! Zzz.
Arhs, so pekchek la, I still can't let go! It seems to be clinging on ever so tight, its like as if chains are binding me to this attitude of failure. I cant break them with my own strength. I can't let go. With you I can, but then again, will you help me? Oh man, even when im just daydreaming, these thoughts just find their way into my.. arh.. :(
Do you know the feeling, when things you want and know you can have, you can't allow yourself to have? Sacrifices, aint that what they're called? Sacrifices. Big word. Big meaning. me no likey. Zzz.
Damn, I can't take it, I'm going to break soon. Perhaps one day i'll be able to see my dad every single day. (to those who get this, keep ure mouths shut.)
Addicted to threedaysgrace rights nw^^
breakin benjamin too=)
wahahahahaz
Oh. I'm so sad! Christina saw a photo of me and _ _ _ _ _, and said she was abit disappointed in me.. Haiz, abit saded cus of that.. Said she din think i was the type to take this kinda photo.. Arh, saded. arh well , was taken long time ago aniwae la. Zzz, saded in myself.
Arh well. Went out wit Jessica, Joscelin(MEI NU!), Vc, Jeslyn, Rachel Png, Rozann, Wan Zhen, and way too many people that i cant remember! Zzz. Watched harry potter^^. It was so funny, because we ended school at 3 and the movie started at 3.30, so we rushed like mad cows-:] LOL, just followed them when they ran, and WHOA, we looked like a bunch of idiots sia! Zzz. Just picture, 4 girls in ij uniform, carrying like hw many bags, swinging frm side to side when they runnin, skirt flyin, hair messed up, sweat drippin, LOL. Arh, just take my word, it was dam laughable^^
LOL, ended up abit late to the movie aniwae. Was pretty good, but pretty pekchek in the end. Like wth! dumbledore died! Zzz, then they just ended with like the staring into the distance crap. -.-
SAD...
Arh heck. I hope daniel radcliffe dies so that the damned series cant continue! LOL, unless they can find such a lookalike?
Zzz.....Went out wit Tay and Kokseng and Nigel aft tad^^ Whoa, dam funny la! they all playin guitar like pros liddat, i like whoa, bo mian zi! So noob ler me. Zzz, saded. Wish got time to learn too :(
SOBBBBZZzz.. HAHHAHAHAS! =)
hao la. =)
bb:) (baobei)
see you later:)
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Sec4ness is really killing me!
OMGOSHOMGOSHandOMGOSH
..
THIS WEEK HAS BEEN FREAKIN STRESSFUL
[ and yeah, i know that it hasn't ended. ]
Been chionging my art for like the whole week, neglecting everything else, Zzz, and i STILL cant meet the deadline! Zzz.
Arh, i finished 6/8 boards. Arh, heck, thats still 75%, which is still an A1! LOL. THATS CRAP. :]
Hais, mr seow super disappointed in us la. I feel disappointed in us too. Wish i never took art, then i wouldn't this stressed out now. At least can focus more on other subjs instead of wasting time drawing.Hais.. God, gotta depend on you more more and me no more.. Arh, i rly cant do it by my own strength. How to finish! Zzz.
LOL, ya la the stupid salam, cus i was online at like 3am one day doin my work and sunbian msning, then was sayin
Drawing at 3am sounds so dumb
arhh, sobs.. (i agree)
...im reduced to tears.
Anyway, pretty uneventful week.
Just that had some.. unexpected events! Which i do not intend to talk about! LOL. :]
itsfermetoknw:)
Arh, i wish i could graduate faster! then i'd be FREE.. .... No more stress, no more worries, arh, i wish i applied for dsa when i had the chance. SO DUMB... i dont wanta be stressed out in a jc, but i gotta end up in a uni (parent expectation) so , im kinda torn betw the two routes..still? arh. Zzz
ARH, yeah no cca points too so kaoing results. Zzz. Wish i could go back in time and relive my life frm sec1, and do all the right things instead of the wrong. Yet its these failures that shape us into who we are arent it.
Oh yea, i learnt what profound means today:) and harbinger yesterday! and NGH'S ECOLOGY BIO LESSON IS BORING.
AND SPEAKING OF RESULTS,
MRS TAM IS SO UNFAIR (ss cher)
Hmm, actually no la, we're the ones being unfair
BUT SHE SCOLD UNTIL WE FEEL SO SAD
Hmm.. but we didn't pass up our work so i guess she should scold..
BUT SHE THREW OUR PAPERS ON THE FLOOR
Hmm, but she apologized and said she was aimin for the table (LOL? HAHAHA)
BUT BUT... arh, i feel so contradictory! Zzz.
She just pissed me off la. I mean, scold scold scold, keeps stereotyping us that we're a failure class. That she cant cope with us and had to have a co form teacher to help. Damn la, all the other classes don't got one, but we do. That is just so demoralizing! Are we really that failure!? I mean, stop saying that with our results we cant go anywhere la. Stop sayin that we shld wake up and start muggin like siao and etc, we know that already.I mean, come on la. We knw you dont have to care. Ok, i shldnt say we (dknw what other people thinking).. I knw you dont have to care. I dont want you to care. You dont. I just want you to TEACH. . . . and not spend class time scolding and naggin. Get enough of that at home and everywhere else. Arh, shucks.. keep it to yourself.. dont wanta hear you when youre angry either, its too scary le. ... Aiya, our chers all don care 1 la. be like them kay=) dont zi dong unless we ask you! =) walao. -.-
Damn, negative .. ( i cant rmb whats the word-.-) ..but uh.. Using negativity to bring about a positive change dosent work! Damn, uh.. aiya.
Just ranting la. Super pissed off that i have to depend on others for my own future. Arh, heck. hope i dont get too big a scolding tmrw. :( :( :(:( :( !!!
SO DISAPPOINTED... :(
..
THIS WEEK HAS BEEN FREAKIN STRESSFUL
[ and yeah, i know that it hasn't ended. ]
Been chionging my art for like the whole week, neglecting everything else, Zzz, and i STILL cant meet the deadline! Zzz.
Arh, i finished 6/8 boards. Arh, heck, thats still 75%, which is still an A1! LOL. THATS CRAP. :]
Hais, mr seow super disappointed in us la. I feel disappointed in us too. Wish i never took art, then i wouldn't this stressed out now. At least can focus more on other subjs instead of wasting time drawing.Hais.. God, gotta depend on you more more and me no more.. Arh, i rly cant do it by my own strength. How to finish! Zzz.
LOL, ya la the stupid salam, cus i was online at like 3am one day doin my work and sunbian msning, then was sayin
Drawing at 3am sounds so dumb
arhh, sobs.. (i agree)
...im reduced to tears.
Anyway, pretty uneventful week.
Just that had some.. unexpected events! Which i do not intend to talk about! LOL. :]
itsfermetoknw:)
Arh, i wish i could graduate faster! then i'd be FREE.. .... No more stress, no more worries, arh, i wish i applied for dsa when i had the chance. SO DUMB... i dont wanta be stressed out in a jc, but i gotta end up in a uni (parent expectation) so , im kinda torn betw the two routes..still? arh. Zzz
ARH, yeah no cca points too so kaoing results. Zzz. Wish i could go back in time and relive my life frm sec1, and do all the right things instead of the wrong. Yet its these failures that shape us into who we are arent it.
Oh yea, i learnt what profound means today:) and harbinger yesterday! and NGH'S ECOLOGY BIO LESSON IS BORING.
AND SPEAKING OF RESULTS,
MRS TAM IS SO UNFAIR (ss cher)
Hmm, actually no la, we're the ones being unfair
BUT SHE SCOLD UNTIL WE FEEL SO SAD
Hmm.. but we didn't pass up our work so i guess she should scold..
BUT SHE THREW OUR PAPERS ON THE FLOOR
Hmm, but she apologized and said she was aimin for the table (LOL? HAHAHA)
BUT BUT... arh, i feel so contradictory! Zzz.
She just pissed me off la. I mean, scold scold scold, keeps stereotyping us that we're a failure class. That she cant cope with us and had to have a co form teacher to help. Damn la, all the other classes don't got one, but we do. That is just so demoralizing! Are we really that failure!? I mean, stop saying that with our results we cant go anywhere la. Stop sayin that we shld wake up and start muggin like siao and etc, we know that already.I mean, come on la. We knw you dont have to care. Ok, i shldnt say we (dknw what other people thinking).. I knw you dont have to care. I dont want you to care. You dont. I just want you to TEACH. . . . and not spend class time scolding and naggin. Get enough of that at home and everywhere else. Arh, shucks.. keep it to yourself.. dont wanta hear you when youre angry either, its too scary le. ... Aiya, our chers all don care 1 la. be like them kay=) dont zi dong unless we ask you! =) walao. -.-
Damn, negative .. ( i cant rmb whats the word-.-) ..but uh.. Using negativity to bring about a positive change dosent work! Damn, uh.. aiya.
Just ranting la. Super pissed off that i have to depend on others for my own future. Arh, heck. hope i dont get too big a scolding tmrw. :( :( :(:( :( !!!
SO DISAPPOINTED... :(
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